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Friday, September 30th, 2005

Time:2:08 am.
I just wanted to say hi at all my LiveJournal friends and give a quick update. I havent had much to say. My life has been kinda blah lately. Nothing terribly exciting going on. I have been seeing this one guy for about a month now. I like him, but i have no idea where it's going.. we'll see. i write more about that another time. other than that, not more more to say.
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Thursday, June 3rd, 2004

Subject:Hi.
Time:2:19 am.
fine. i'm writing in my journal just to make jaun happy. blah blah blah. crap. =)
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Monday, May 17th, 2004

Time:6:04 am.
it's 6:04am. just got back from takin my best friend to the airport. fuck its early! must go back to sleep now.
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Sunday, May 16th, 2004

Subject:Hi.
Time:1:40 am.
yeah. i know. i suck. i never update this thing. i really need to start doing that. sigh.
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Friday, February 20th, 2004

Time:1:14 pm.
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Sunday, January 18th, 2004

Time:2:55 am.
Mood: distressed.
there's so much i wanna write about, but i cant. im too afraid of that person reading this and it becoming drama. there are so many things in my life that im just unsure about. friendships being one of them. my "best friend" and i never spend anytime together anymore. we never talk anymore. he never invites me anywhere anymore. he didnt even bother to tell me he was going home for christmas. he didnt even say goodbye to me when he left the house on christmas eve. i've tried to talk to him. i've tried to ask him if there's something wrong. he insists everything is ok. tonight he hugged me and told me he misses me. i told him i miss him too. im insecure. i cant help but to feel there is something wrong.

there's also a boy. i like him. a lot. but im unsure of what i want from him. i know i enjoy his company. he makes me laugh. he's sweet. he's cute. but im not sure im ready for more. i've been single for so long now that i just dont want to rush into anything. i dont want to string him along either. i dont want to hurt him. i'm afraid if i'm not careful i can hurt him.
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Sunday, December 21st, 2003

Time:1:49 pm.
Mood: annoyed.
bleh. i lost my wallet the night before last. i had like $100 in cash in it. now i have no access to cash or any ID. this sucks.
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Wednesday, December 17th, 2003

Time:3:44 pm.
How Dogs Are Better Than Men:

1. Dogs do not have problems expressing affection in public.
2. Dogs miss you when you're gone.
3. Dogs feel guilty when they've done something wrong.
4. Dogs admit when they're jealous.
5. Dogs are very direct about wanting to go out.
6. Dogs do not play games with you, except fetch (and they never laugh at how you throw).
7. You can train a dog.
8. Dogs are easy to buy for.
9. The worst social disease you can get from dogs is fleas (OK, really, the worst disease you can get from them is rabies, but there's a vaccine for it and you can kill the one that gives it to you).
10. Dogs understand what "no" means.
11. Dogs mean it when they kiss you.
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Time:12:53 pm.
Mood: chipper.
been a busy few days. went to Vegas over the weekend to visit friends and family. it was freakin freezing there. i dont think i was really able to be completely warm then entire 4 days i was there.

flew in early friday morning. i hadnt gone to bed until 2:30 am the night before. i had to be up at 5:30 am so i could be to the airport by 6:15am. i flew out of Burbank for the first time. OMG. it was so much easier flying out of Burbank than flying out of LAX. my friend JJ gave me a ride to the airport. he actually volunteered to take me. i was just gonna take a cab. he had me worried though because he was supposed to call me when he woke up, or i was supposed to call him if i woke up first. i wake up at 5:30am. he hadnt called yet. so i call him. no answer. i wait like 10 mins. no answer. im thinking he was still sleeping and wasnt hearing his cell phone like he often conveniently does. at like 10 to 6, just as i was about to call a cab, he finally calls me back to tell me he was on his way and was in the shower when i was trying to call him. ugh. get to the airport at 6:15 just like i wanted to. i swear i must fit some kind of profile, or i really pissed someone off at one time, but every time i fly i get pulled aside and my bags searched and stuff. this time they pulled me aside and only swabbed my bags to see if i had any explosives on me.

my flight got in at 8am. my brother, Dwight, met me at the airport. went to breakfast with him at IHOP. they dont have the Stuffed Crepes at IHOP in Vegas. i was so disappointed. i was really craving Stuffed Crepes. oh well. afterwards my brother dropped me off at my dads work so i could pick up the explorer from him. visited with my dad for a few mins before heading off to my parents house. i tried to take a nap. wasnt happening. the dogs kept barking, neighbors kept knocking on the front door, etc. it was lame. i give up and go into the living room to watch tv and visit with my mom for a couple of hours. i get dressed and go visit Sean and Corey at Diesel. i stop at Starbucks for coffee where the homo behind the counter asks me which Starbucks i work at. i tell him West Hollywood and he gets all excited. he's all like it's so fabulous there, isnt it? i'm like, um, yeah...sure. it's wonderful in West Hollywood. and he's all like, are you just saying that? and i'm like, yup. anyways... hang out and visit Sean and Corey for a little while. afterwards i went to Dwight and Samantha's place to hang out with them. i show up and they're all excited because i have mom and dad's explorer. so we go to Target to get a xmas tree for their house. it's now like 8pm and i'm starting to get sleepy, very sleepy. i hang out with them at their house for like an hour and then decide to head home to my parents house. i watch TV for a little while before going to bed at 11:30.

saturday i wake up at like 10am. watched TV for a couple of hours then my mom and i met Dwight and Sam at Memphis BBQ for lunch. Memphis is such a disappointment when compared to Hoggly Woggly's in Sherman Oaks. i used to LOVE Memphis BBQ before i moved here to LA. Hoggly Woggly's is just so much better than Memphis BBQ. later that night i go to meet Corey at work like we had planned, so i get there and they tell me he's already gone home. so i call his house, and i get told he's sleeping so i just assume ive been stood up. i meet Sean for food and tell Sean what happends. Sean calls Corey and Corey is still sleeping, but calls Sean back like 5 mins later. Sean's all like im sitting here eating dinner with someone you stood up tonight. Corey felt really bad. he said he went home early and meant to call me, but he fell asleep and didnt realize how long he had slept. anyways...we ended up hanging out that night. we went to the Forum and did some shopping. i needed new shoes since one of my mom's dogs had eaten one of my good Sketchers earlier in the day. i had a lot of fun. not really interested in him other than friendship. but i do hope i made a new friend that night and look forward to seeing him and Sean soon when they come down for a visit sometime next month.

sunday was the family day. had a big dinner with family and close friends of the family. my dad cooked prime rib which came out so well. i cooked the garlic mashed potatoes which came out exceptionally well this time.
my ex Ken showed up to dinner. invited himself pretty much. that was a little awkward. we were together for 5 years. i understand that my parents are still close to him and they think of him as one of their sons, but both my brother and i dont really want anything to do with him at this point. this is the man who gave my chihuahua Bob away to someone instead of getting ahold of me and letting me know that he couldnt take care of Bob anymore.

flew back to LA on monday. it's sooo nice to be back. the weather had been perfect the last couple of days here in LA. sunny and warm like it should be durring the day. :)

Anyways..more to write. later. :)
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Tuesday, December 9th, 2003

Time:2:33 pm.
Mood: giggly.
this made my giggle.

freakinfries.wmv
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Time:1:32 am.
Mood: amused.
ok, so i'm sittin here playing with chicken dance elmo. i look up at the clock before i realize i've been at it for at least the last hour. fuck i'm too easily amused. now the chicken dance elmo song is gonna be stuck in my head all night.

elmo wants to be a chicken.
elmo wants to be a duck.
cluck cluck cluck cluck.

flap your arms like a chicken.
flap your arms like a chicken.
cluck cluck cluck cluck.

if you sound like a chicken.
if you sound like a chicken.
cluck cluck cluck cluck.

elmo wants to be a chicken.
elmo wants to be a duck.
cluck cluck cluck cluck.

i'm hungry.
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Sunday, December 7th, 2003

Time:2:57 am.
Mood: horny.
some friends and i went to a late night Chinese diner in Monterey Park tonight. yes. i go to a Chinese resturant and what do i order? bacon and eggs, and a chocolate shake. woohoo.

it's raining and foggy outside. i love the rain. puts me in a romantic mood. i love living in a house with a real wood burning fire place too. perfect setting for these type of nights. i'm thinkin of goin downstairs and lighting a fire and watchin todays episode's of Invader Zim and Bewitched on TiVO. speakin of Bewitched, they've casted Nicole Kidman to play Samantha Stevens and Will Farrell to play Darren in the movie. um. ok. that should be interesting. it doesnt come out till 2005, so i have a ways to wait for that one. who's gonna see it with me? :)
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Saturday, December 6th, 2003

Time:12:45 am.
Mood: cheerful.
so yeah, goin home to Vegas in a week for 4 days. not really lookin forward to it. i cant believe after almost 2 years i still get an icky feelin in my stomach when i think about goin home. it's gonna be grand seeing my family and my friends. i'm lookin forward to meeting a certain boy for the first time. what's goin to really suck though is that a good friend just happends to be coming here to LA during the weekend i'll be in Vegas. oh well. it's not gonna be all that bad. i'm sure i'll have fun. :)
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Friday, December 5th, 2003

Subject:duck...duck...duck...duck...GOOSE!
Time:4:46 am.
Mood: awake.
Alright. It's almost 5am. Im sitting in bed right now. I'm freezing cold, but im too lazy to shut the window. Wish someone was in bed with me keeping me warm. Oh well. Been watching HGTV all night. I fuckin love HGTV. The mornin news is about to come on. I'll prolly watch that for a little while. I watch way too much news. Im the type of person who needs to know whats goin on. I hate bein left out of the loop. I should try to go to sleep. Too much caffiene late at night. I need to get out of this habit is staying up so late. 2am is a good hour for me. Sleep about 8hrs, be up by 10. Instead of going to bed at 5 or 6am and waking up at like 1 or 2pm. That shit is just lame. Anyways...Im just rambling. Im sorry. Ill stop now.

Oh yeah deepmassive.com is finally working. I'll update the site soon. I need to compile samples from my remix work as well as my own songs.
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Thursday, October 30th, 2003

Subject:knotts fairy farm
Time:3:12 am.
Mood: complacent.
third update in a week. woohoo. im on a roll. let's see if i can keep this up.

went to the holloween haunt at knotts, aka knotts scary farm. lets see .. holloween they call it knotts scary farm, christmas they call it knotts merry farm. does that mean on gay day they call it knotts fairy farm?
anyways.
went with my friend JJ. had an awesome time. got scared shitless. screamed like a little girl plenty of times tonight. got a cool light up raver toy thingie. that will keep me entertained for days, or until the batteries run out. i also bought a lucky rabbits foot. yeah. i had issues with the whole rabbits foot thing because i think it's a real rabbits foot. in this day and age of political correctness, do they still use real bunny feet for these things? do they kill the bunny for its feet, or are there a bunch of bunnys hopping around somewhere with a foot missing? well the reason i bought it was because when i walked into that store and saw them and picked one up and felt it; it took me back to my childhood (pre-vegas) when i would go to knotts every year for my birthday. i would always pick out a new rabbits foot and carry it with me where ever i went. the sentimental urge was too great. i had to buy one. so yeah. im probably going to get hate mail from PETA or something. oh well. bite me.
i was exhausted by closing time. we got lost on the way home. couldnt find the freeway, so we kept driving, and driving... come on. this is southern california. drive in any direction. you'll either find a freeway or the ocean. we eventually found a freeway and got home safely.

anyways...that's it for now. im sleepy. it's late. time for bed.
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Wednesday, October 29th, 2003

Time:12:37 am.
Mood: sleepy.
so...am i the only one the time change effects so much? it totally throws me off, and it really effects my moods. it's stupid. i don't understand why we do it. arizona doesn't do it. nevada is talking about not doing it anymore. i think we all should go that route. it's just a pain in my ass.

cali is still on fire. i love walkin outside and coughing and wheezing..eyes red and itchy from all the smoke in the air. my mommie called me today to make sure i wasnt on fire. i told her i was flaming a little bit, but only because ive been spending too much time in weho lately.

it's finally cooling down. the high for friday according to weather.com is only supposed to be 61. omg. it's about freakin time. woohoo. just in time for holloween.

i crossed picket lines today. i couldn't take it any more. i had to go to the store. i was all out of Extra Polar Ice. i tried to be simpathetic, and supportive. i held out as long as i could, but damnit .. i needed gum. there was one freakin picketer in front of the store. he was all sittin down and his picket sign all lying on the ground. i dont think anyone is taking this strike serious anymore. i think everyone is pretty much done with the whole thing.

i havent been drunk, or gone out clubbing in over a month. i'm so proud of myself. i just haven't been feeling it lately.
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Saturday, October 25th, 2003

Time:12:29 am.
Mood: chipper.
yeah...i know. i never update this thing. im sorry. i suck. i know.
i'm over the heat. it sucks. why can't fall just hurry up and get here? and we need rain. omg...we need rain. all the hills are on fire right now because of the lack of rain and the heat. today i stepped outside around noon. everything glowed orange from the smoke in the air. that was kinda cool. what wasnt cool was the raining ash all over the place. grr. i just washed the freakin car, now its covered in white ash. oh well.
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Saturday, September 20th, 2003

Time:1:31 am.
Mood: sleepy.
well the past couple of days were kinda crappy. don't really want to talk about. today was better however. i woke up in a good mood and managed to stay that way the entire day. i have several new ideas for a new song. im too sleepy to work on it tonight though. sorry i havent been writing much. i havent had a lot of thoughts i wanted to share. im gonna try to keep up with it tho.
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Friday, September 12th, 2003

Time:2:44 am.
Mood: calm.
Hi.
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Saturday, August 30th, 2003

Time:3:50 pm.
Mood: hyper.
oh how good it feels to be home. nate got yelled at over the loud speaker by a female CHP officer when he passed her doing 80 going through pasadena. it was funny.
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